Wow, it's been a long while since I sat in front of our family pc, trying to write about something worthy enough to post in my blog. Now it's almost forgotten. Andaming nangyari nitong taon. Sobrang dami, 'yung iba ‘di ko na maalala. Some were great moments, others were just okay, and then there were times that I wished had never happened at all.

I've lost contact with a bunch of people in college -- not to mention my Tromapips -- but I also gained good friends from the workplace. FedEx (dotcom and even cafe) is such a small account. And now I'm saying bye-bye to it come end of September. Magre-resign na ako. But that's okay. Mawawala na rin naman na ang account sa Pilipinas very, very soon. My teammates will be switching to another account within Harte-Hanks and that's good for them. Meanwhile, I'll be reviewing for THE exam this December. Once in a while, during calls, I thought about wanting to go back to college once more. Like that line by Princeton in that Avenue Q song, life was so simpler back then. Indeed. Sa school, may allowance, at walang tax na binabayaran. Sigh, had I known the bliss of being a student while I was still a student. Unfortunately, ngayun ko lang naintindihan, ngayun ko lang na-appreciate ang school.

FedEx is having a party at El Pueblo tonight. And I'm not going. I just don't feel like going. I think I'd be more useful at home, cleaning my room, washing dishes, and doing my own laundry.

Today is bestfriend Jay's birthday. Hindi mo naman siguro alam na may blog ako. But I'll always remember your birthday.

There are a bunch of things that I've learned from my work as a call center agent. Surprisingly, I realized that my English wasn't as good as I thought it was. I process my thoughts very slowly, just like the dial-up connections that most of my American callers are using. I realized that I don't want to be married to an American. I have my own reasons for that. And as luck would have it, I have lost more enthusiasm in English. Nakakawalang gana na ang magsalita ng English. Parang gusto ko nang mag-Taglish. Nabobobo na ako sa English ko. Nauseous ako lagi pagkatapos ng calls. At pag nasa alpha stage palang ako ng tulog, may naririnig muna akong overlapping conversations na American accent. Damn, it's really haunting.

After more than three years of (intermittent) blogging, I've decided to find a new course for my pedestrian writing. And that is to resort to pen and paper. Like a good ol' diary, although it should be more of a creative journal. Why? Wala lang. Siguro kasi I failed to keep a diary while I was still a kid. Gusto kong ma-experience ulit 'yun. Payout ko lang a few days ago. I still have to look for that perfect notebook so that I can always carry it with me. Sorry, 'di ko afford ang laptop. =] I will still keep this blog active since there's absolutely no point in deleting personal accounts.

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