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Sábado, Janeiro 14, 2006

"Toxic-an"

My big pc monitor has jaundice. Right now I'm just hoping it won't give up on me until I finish this post.

My first long exam in Med-Surg 2 has finally finished this afternoon. What a relief. I suppose out of my forty other classmates who took the test, I'm the eight ball, the only one who blatantly said that I 'passed the test.' I do these rationalizing merely for purposes of self-preservation. Pamatay kasi 'yung questions. Tsk tsk. The classroom I was in was so hot, I was sweating profusely, and I couldn't breathe, it's all because of the 50-item test that was giving me a really hard time and not because of my pair of pants that are too tight to fit me. Among the gazillion tests I've had in college, this Med-Surg thing holds the new record for being the most difficult. Yesterday I resolved that Brunner/Suddhart book and I should get to know each other better, but after three hours of intensive review, I lost my mind from the information overload I got about renal diseases and diagnostic exams. And then I forgot the signs and symptoms of renal failure, which only signifies that my short-term memory is always taking over my awful study habits. So I had no choice but to go back a few pages and reread... and reread... and reread until I've used up all my energy. I stop and stare blankly at the book shelf in front of me, my view of it eventually gets blurry, I am thinking but my wits are void. I know I'm not the only misfit in the world who thinks that reviewing is exhausting, even if I'm learning so much. 24 hours later and my brain's still drowning in piss. Right now I'm not sure if in reality I passed the test. I hope against hope. But you know what, I don't actually believe in some people when they say, "na-mental block ako," after seeing that their scores have taken a nosedive. Wushuu, 'di niya lang na-review 'yun.

Memwars! Memwars! Memwars!


Ze BookZe Film

*Hyperventilates* I'm beside myself with pure eagerness, Memoirs has finally hit the movie houses! I've waited for this moment for years since I finished reading the novel in 2003. It's like my issue with Girl With A Pearl Earring where I thought that film would never be shown in the Philippines until a few years ago I learned it was among the art film candidates in the annual festival in Greenbelt. They're my favorite novels and I loved how Girl With The Pearl Earring was carried out by the producers. Everything about it was purely sensational. Memoirs, according to the few movie reviews I was able to read in magazines weeks ago, was satisfactory. But I had fears, because it's a Japanese fiction, and all the characters in it are supposed to be played by Japanese actors. Years ago, I imagined the film to have English subtitles in it. I don't insinuate any sort offense against Zhang but why does it always have to be her? Wala na ba talaga silang makuhang iba? It was only last week when I chanced upon its trailer, and in fairness, I applaud her for her great execution of the geisha performances, the tea ceremony, the shamisen, and the dances, among others. Maybe no one can really do the role of Sayuri better than Zhang. At this moment, I can only surmise. Next Saturday, Ava, Bren, and I are going to watch it in Makati, the best movies should only be viewed in the best movie houses, hehe. *Tachy...* Can't wait to meet Hatsumomo, Mameha-san, The Chairman, Nobu-san, and Pumpkin... I'm off to my soft futon now so sayonara people.



Carnaval took a nap at 8:25:00 PM

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